My new home

Simba loves it here and loves to run around in the back yard. She has chased many rabbits but just can't seem to catch any...thank goodness!

Last June blog

Well I thought I would get one last blog in before I have to turn my calendar to another month. Where are the months going? Well mine are ticking away. I hope you are enjoying your summer. Well I am officially divorced, moved into my own place and trying to get moved on with my life. I am seeking where God wants me to serve. I am undecided what I am going to do for the rest of my life so I am just working at a friend's company and getting my feet going again. I have come to grips, sort of, with the fact I will remain childess for a bit longer. I know God will give me children when the time is right. Lance's sin got in the way of Gracie coming into our family but I was able to love her, pray for her for a short time. I hope I get to meet her someday, maybe here on earth or in heaven. She holds such a special place in my heart. I have a photo of her on my desk to remind me that children are such a gift from God and we should never lose sight of that. There are so many children that need to be loved. I am longing to be a mother and I had it in my grasp but Satan took that away. But God has better things in store for me. He loves me like no human can. I hold onto that and know I will move on. I am ready to move on and begin this new season in my life.

Sinks in

How many times do you have to read something in order that you understand what you are reading? Well I don't know how many times I have read through the Psalms but it seems as though I am beginning to understand what I read. I don't know if I had to go through a trial in order that my heart would be open to God to teach me something. To trust God with everything...what a feeling of relief. I give things to God that I don't have control over but I seem to take them back when God doesn't take care of it. But if I were to be patient, He will, in his own time, take care of it.
In Psalm 31: 14-18
But I trust in you, O LORD; I say, "You are my God." My times are in your hands; deliver me from my enemies and from those who pursue me. Let your face shine on your servant; save me in your unfailing love (AMEN). Let me not be put to shame; O LORD, for I have cried out to you; but let the wicked be put to shame and lie silent in the grave. Let their lying lips be silenced, for with pride and contempt they speak arrogantly again the righteous.
I am still doing the Bible study by Beth Moore called Beloved Disciple. She has such a gift of showing what the Word of God says. So inspiring and hits home everytime I listen to her. God doesn't say our life will be easy. We will suffer. But if you stay faithful to him, he will bring you out of the suffering and will pour blessings upon you. He is so good and his grace is sufficient for me.